this time it's a l'il different

almost two years ago ... here is the attitude i was sporting. not-so-pretty, eh? kinda just wrong.

(only a few peeps will probably understand the complete picture of what this post is about - so for those few peeps - thanks for your patience, tolerance, and friendship.)

and yes, i ended up writing a story (my foreigner) about one of the events leading up to this unlady-like moment.

and just a couple of weeks ago ... turns out, a similar (but kinda different) opportunity for another unlady-like moment arose. and once again, yes, i ended up writing yet another story/prose (let me believe) during some angst - resulting and expressing self-awareness (to say the least) and (unfortunately) a bit of self-flogging, for a short period of time.

now ... i will admit, as i did to two of my gal pals, that i did as a scorpio does. and now - i am done. no excuses. i am not bitter. and i'd like to believe that i will continue to ditch any negative sentiments and adopt a more positive perspective on the recent events. in other words, i would hope to ditch saying, "... and i just want to punch him in the crotch and ..." or some other entertaining version of such a sentiment. the positive perspective? i like my decision.

or maybe ...
perhaps the psychic chord cutting helped, y'think?